Okay, so I’ve decided on a plot for a story but I still haven’t got a chance to properly write it, not because I don’t have motivation but because I kinda feel like I’m in a dead end. I mean, I already know how the story will proceed. The flow, the scenes, the characters… they’re already there but I just can’t seem to write the continuation of the story.
I don’t know what my problem is. Is it because I lack motivation? I know I’m lacking skills but I don’t want it to hinder my passion for writing.
I’ve been dreaming about finishing a story ever since I started reading in Wattpad and I do regret that every time I write something, I couldn’t finish it. It’s one of my dreams but I feel like I’m not really doing anything to achieve it. I started but I always end up not finishing. And sometimes I feel that what I’ve written wasn’t good enough, I’m easily disheartened thinking that I’m not for this. Every time I read a well-written story, instead of being inspired I feel like I won’t be able to write things like that, I’m not for this, I’m not a good writer and a lot of negative things.
I do follow these exceptional authors in Wattpad to gain more knowledge about writing and to feel inspired, to think that I can write like that too. You see, I believe that everything can be learned and mastered if you have the will, the passion and the courage to learn it. So I just have to keep trying right? I mean I’ve been trying for how many years already but I need to try it full-time. I should really put my heart and my mind to do it, not just to start a story but to finish it. I have to, if I don’t I’ll just regret it. If no one reads it, So be it. At least I tried, at least I did something, at least I left my comfort zone to do what I really want to do and I won’t regret it. I’ll be fulfilled.