How can I?

I hate me now

For forcing myself to you.

When you clearly don’t feel the butterflies,

And your heart doesn’t react anymore.

I hate me now,

That you’re guilty for feeling that way

I gave all of my love away,

But why does your heart still change?

 

Baby, I tell you how much I love you

But every time that I do,

I see the way your countenance change.

Baby, I looked at you,

And know, it’s hard for you to tell me that it’s over.

Sorry.

 

How can I say?

That you’re the reason for my happiness,

When I’m the cause of your remorse?

How can I tell you to stay?

When your heart barely wants to hold on,

And you clearly wanted to move on.

How can I?

 

 

I hate you now.

Why can’t you love me the way I love you?

What will your apology do?

Can it heal my heart or would you

 

Hate me now?

Because I already figured it out,

With the way that you looked at me,

And the indifference that you’ve shown me.

How can I not notice that something has change?

 

Baby, I tell you how much I love you

But every time that I do,

I see the way your countenance change.

Baby, I looked at you,

And know, it’s hard for you to tell me that it’s over.

Sorry.

 

How can I say?

That you’re the reason for my happiness,

When I’m the cause of your remorse?

How can I tell you to stay?

When your heart barely wants to hold on,

And you clearly wanted to move on.

How can I say?

 

You don’t love me no more.

You don’t love me no more.

How can your heart change when I treasure it the most?

You don’t love me no more.

How can I accept that

You can’t love me no more.

 

How can I?

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P.S

If you’re a Kpop fan you probably noticed the Day6 reference of this composition. Well that’s because I’ve written this as an answer kinda? to Day6’s How can I say.

When I heard the song, I was first drawn by it’s melody, but when I read the English translation, I fell in love with it! I just appreciate it more when I already know what the song is about and I’ve always wanted to write something that talks about falling out of love in the perception of the person who falls out of love (which I still haven’t done) because I’m really curious about it. So imagine my feels when I read the lyrics, it’s uncontainable!

I actually wanted to write this composition way, way before when the song was first released but didn’t find the right time to really write it.

Anyway, I already did and I hoped that I bring justice to the original lyrics although I know that I still have a super looong way to go.

 

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