Do you know what’s worst?
It’s when you found out that he moved on.
When you’ve heard the story of how he had fought to keep his feelings,
Only for it to run away and leave him permanently.
It’s when you’ve realized that you’ve made the wrong decision to choose your dreams and grow first before him,
Just because you know that he’ll stay.
How you see him struggle through the poems that he had written,
Through the songs that he created
And through the words that he had spoken.
How every line pertains to you,
His love for you,
And all the emotions that he felt throughout the relationship.
How you find it hard listening to his newer songs,
Without realizing that the story wasn’t about his longing
And love for you anymore.
How he tell the story of his happiness that you happen
And that you will always be a part of who he was.
How he’s thankful for the love,
The memories that you’ve left.
How he’s fine with the way things happened,
Without bitterness, without sadness
Only acceptance, that your special participation in his story has ended.
How he brightly tell everyone how he WAS in love with you.
While you are STILL loving.
How you realized that in the future,
When you are still hoping for your happily ever after with him,
He already found the perfect woman.
And you will know through the songs that he will write,
That she will never leave,
She will choose to be with him while chasing her dreams,
And SHE wouldn’t be YOU…
This is unsatisfactory, but atleast I tried 😂😂